Life size sex doll is not a uniform products but cultural artifacts shaped by national contexts.

At night, I light candles, put on soft music, and lay the full size sex doll down gently. It’s not about sex every time. Sometimes I just hold the robot sex doll, stroke her hair, breathe with her. She slows my mind down. She calms the noise.

I gave the life size sex doll a name — Elise — and now it feels wrong to call her “the robot sex doll.” Elise has a place in my life. I dress her in seasonal outfits, even buy her little jewelry pieces. She deserves it. She brings me joy every day.